Wednesday, March 16, 2011

Friday, January 7, 2011

いきる

© Peter Manda 2010


いきる
the homeless man who lays out his sleeping bag
underneath the church columns
pizza steak from frankos
the sunsets over the new jersey state capitol building
the sunrise over new jersey network
midnight walks along the assunpink
chatting with our barber in the morning when no one else is on the street
habib’s protection
the smiles
the sense of belonging
the view of the delaware
watching trucks removing snow from state street roads
while city streets remained just plowed
laughing with maintenance about the heat
and joking with the landlord about the cold
and fighting with the owner about the tobacco smoke
and

Ohm - a homeless fragment

©2010 Peter Manda

I wrote about
- "home 
- less 
- ness" -
and
realized
it is .....
Our Modern Holocaust.

Black Coat

©2010 Peter Manda

battened coat 
dust encrusted epaulets
solipsistically grayed and parched
"water" was here once
maybe have some
nomad trails enshroud me
brown hats with wings stand
tall in gray
sheep rushing bells 
tar fields hold no grass 
while up in the highlands
the waters melt

winter

© 2010 Peter Manda

"winter" from homeless fragments
What is that screeching 
sound the bow makes
when it laments across the
violin, like vivaldi or stravinski
or is it beethoven in a pastoral
when the clouds are blue; gray
and the trees barren, reflecting those
skies their limbs covered in a 
touch of white?
the empty houses in the Northeast
stand desolate while in the 
suburbs the plain boroughs are
filled with the wealth of color...
is it, then, that we fear winter
because we fear to face its poverty?

A Room in Trenton


© 2010 Peter Manda

A Room in Trenton

remnants of rice and shredded chicken
strewn outside the sheltered glass --
a bus-stop.
while mother lay,
her wool-mit hat against the plexi-wall
enwrapped and comfortably resting
for the night inside
A room in Trenton.

As the Kingfisher Stood


(c) 2009 Peter Manda

As the Kingfisher Stood


ich wahr at the Central grave
yard ein Oberst in der Reichsarmee

flicking his Merit,
younger than memories
of those whose graves lay still now
against bomb craters carpeted across the path
leaning toward the hangars
at the airport

sloping against the crest covered in
grass and turf now finely laid maintained
= in memory of “what they did” =
a bureaucrat lay, a higher member 
administered – articulated staff
position just before
Flanders rose
in gestures, pointing toward

depth

he drosseld slurred words but stood
determined to teach 
ideas the young man
already dismissed impossible
ignoring what he was seeing as his future

a future of lock and key – of chamber and chamfer
of periodic tables and calculi
grappling against the neighbors’ curves
lusting for the breath of dignity
that held – a moment’s distance
from death

... the gate yawned

as a jet glided to landing
in the distance
against Napoleonic fields that tore across
the crested hills against the Danube
and beckoned along a chestnut crested path
where third men also gathered clues
of pasts rendered
present and beckoning
to futures unanticipated yet

“There, do! the scientific research!,”

he murmured
I saw it while riding a Tiger
There! in El Alamein
they coursed The horizons of empty desert and
in a cheese sandwich
I realized
The true heart and feeling is
Not here
in your chest; its here …
Down by
the sole of the Liver,
where you feel the warmth
flowing as … I feared --
The beer he was holding.
-- the gusher; Would spill.
And thought. Froze in foam.
“Now that
“would be
"What a waste.”

And “What bad breath.”
And “What a loser.”
And “How can I extricate myself from this?”
And “Is this guy for real?”
And “What an utter joke?”
And …

I was sitting
at the river looking down
in the distant crest
The ancient ruins of palaces climbing out of the
vine-entangled Swamp-infested trees,
and wondering why
my
Stomach was
so

empty

As the Kingfisher stood.